and this just about sums up everything about SMO. Sometimes Natalie Dee's comic-of-the-day portrays my current feelings so accurately, it's kinda scary ._.

Anyway. Happy birthday Cheesecake and Blueberry and Silky and Fluffy! (:

Title from the song from Home On The Range, which I remember as that Disney cartoon movie I really really loved as a kid... And I kinda forgot about what it was about except the three cows and the mad man after them or something.



Finished Black Dawn of Night World. One more left DD: I'm gonna feel soooo deprived. Oh god when is the 10th book gonna come out... It's been delayed for like a decade! Guzheng tomorrow! Why do I feel excited. Practised this afternoon OMG like finally touched my guzheng OOO: After god knows how long.

Left SMO early by like half an hour, then took bus home.... And then lost the earphone thingy Janice gave me TT.TT I feel like dying DDDD:

Wanna go there D: Like hello, it's Wonderland.

This definitely sounds more magical and more inspirational than "We are all living things, made of many different types of cells yadda yadda....." I mean, yes, we are made of cells but OH WHY AM I EXPLAINING THIS -smacks self-

True oh goodness. Except I also cry. And arrange stuff. And then calm myself down. And then go eat.

SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Lord of the Rings!! LOL the cartoon LOL. Fellowship of the Ring + Gollum. Merry, Pippin (can't tell who's who), Boromir, Gandalf, Gollum, Frodo, Sam, Aragorn, Legolas, Gimli :D

SOUNDS LIKE ME.

Loooool one quitter one loner.

Damon and his enigmatic one liners.

-enjoys breeze-

Not in a very reflective/bloggy mood today. I feel very restless :/

CCA today was okay, I realise I can 勉勉强强 play that 草原 song. Learned part of the other exam song, then watched a Japanese-French movie during lunch while having lemon chicken rice in M3-01, then after lunch learned the Alumni song thingy. Went home, had my 2nd cup of mango milk tea for the day, watched Gladiator while having dinner (of spaghetti!! :D) and cursing and swearing and mocking the bad guy non-stop.

And tomorrow is SMO. KILL. ME. NOW.

I looked through the past year questions okay. And I tried to do them. But I can't. Out of 35, I only got like 5 marks, and some of them were because I took hints from the answer sheet. The thing about my relationship with SMO is that even if I understand, in that real frame of time, I will take one look at the question, go "OMFG WHAT THE HELL IS THIS HOW DO I START WHAT ON EARTH IS ! WHY DO I KEEP FORGETTING WHAT IT IS CALLED SHIT ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" and then completely blank out and totally forget how to apply whatever I have learned. Which is very little in the first place.

So I'm really content with just getting a Participation mark of 1. Han Wei's going for SMO tomorrow too, and we'll both come home with Ps!! :D Han Wei with a Platinum, me with a Participation. I hope they allow you to walk out of the place if you really think you can't do anymore.

Because if not, I'm going to be stuck in a room with a stupid Math paper of 35 questions (out of which I don't know how to do 99%) and left with 2 hours. Actually the entire paper is 2 and a half hours long, but I take half an hour to scour through the entire paper and realise that I don't know how to do a single question because everything looks like freaking Pig Latin.

Crap what am I doing in SMTP. I'm getting that what-if-I-had-chosen-differently-how-would-my-life-be-like-now feeling. It feels awful. Really awful.

This year is officially the last year I'm taking SMO. End of story.

When I think of stuff I'm good at, I can only come up with this: _____. A blank. I feel like screaming and pulling my hair out and jumping onto my bed and pounding my fists on my pillow and crying my hearts out and I don't care if I sound emo or whatever.

Or maybe that's just another way to say I feel like throwing a tantrum. You know that feeling when you just wanna mess up everything and destroy everything because your mind is just in chaotic disorder.

Really really tempted... except that I'll have to repack all my stuff again and I feel sick when I think about that.

If only life was so simple... Snivel.

I really want to lie back down now, and start dreaming and not think about school and SIAs and projects and whatever crap forever. If only there was such an occupation as "dreamer"... that would definitely have been my ambition. If only...

YES THIS IS TOTALLY MY MOOD NOW FMLLLLLLLL.

Pet dragons are cool ):

I WISH.

Aw.... (:

Hmmph :/

I still want to be taller.

Pirates!

Or an alternative ambition: Drive a Starbucks truck. Except there's no such thing. Pity.

So Bambi and Thumper really do exist!

A guinea pig with myopia... I wonder. Can animals get short-sighted? Or long-sighted?

And just in case I forget tomorrow because of stupid SMO taking up too much of my mind, Happy 3rd Birthday, Blueberry and Cheesecake and Fluffy and Silky ♥ Your blissful rabbit life of slacking is almost half gone. Lucky you.

A little less than 14 hours more... then this torture would be all over. Out of which I'll probably be sleeping for about 8.

Then SMO, you'll be out of my freaking life.

HAH.

Pralala. Woke up kinda late today at 11+ after last night's movie at what 10+? First woken up by the church bells at 9. Then went back to sleep again. Woke up for the second time, lazed awhile on my bed. You know that feeling when you've already woken up yet you can't seem pull yourself out of bed, because you're just too lazy or your legs seem too heavy or your back seems to tired? Yeah, that kind of feeling.

Anyway, at 11.30 I forced myself out of bed, went to brush my teeth and then started on French homework. For lunch, we went to nex and ate at the prata shop there just outside Starbucks. Returned Night World Vol 2, The Foreshadowing and My Swordhand is Singing and -HALLEUJAH!! REJOICE!! :D- found Night World Vol 3 and borrowed that :D When I tried my luck and entered the library I was like please please pray they have it please although I was also like aiya they sure won't have lah then nevermind lah and they had it!! Ohboyohboyohboy can't wait for the last book to be out :D

The rest of the day passed by in quite a blur... and oh dear there's guzheng tomorrow like DD: I didn't practice at all :/ Exams this year are..... okay nevermind. And SMO in like 2 days? On Tuesday? Even if I revise I'll still end up with a Participation, so oh well. At least that contributes one mark for SIA :D

Oh god, what has happened to Twitter OO: Justin & Beliebers. Gaga & Monsters. Taylor & Swifties. Miley & Smilers. Demi & Lovatics. Jonas & Jonatics. Bruno & Hooligans. Selena & Selenators. 0.0 I think the funniest sounding one is still Taylor & Swifties haha :D As much as I love Taylor Swift, "Taylor & Swifties" sounds very much like the latest brand of M n' Ms wannabe.

OH DEAR TEXT TOO SMALL TO SEE O: But I think it has something to do with music.

Yeah ikr! It's like a love-hate relationship... Sometimes you just can't help but really adore your siblings, but then other times they annoy the hell out of you. -cue look at Han Wei-

NO COMMENT ON TAURUS.
And we just had pizza for dinner. Homemade. I had 2 slices (quite little eh ._.) and 2 chicken wings. And I realise you can actually use Ctrl + Z while blogging OO: as in not only in the Microsoft Word context, y'know OO:

I think it's quite hard to be my friend... Because sometimes I can be very crappy. As in sometimes I'm this loud and noisy idiot goofing around and being very idiotic. Then the next moment I'm this quiet leaf sitting there doing absolutely nothing. And sometimes I'm this big bossy mafia leader giving a lot of instructions. Then the next moment I'm just tagging around, my role being the decoration. And sometimes I'm in love with everything and I'm chao high and keep highing about and laughing at everything and floating around like this random fluff of cloud. And other times I'm scowling murderously at everything in sight and hating everything and fml-ing all the way.

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL xD

I ♥ this scene! :D

And this scene too! Because it was one of Katherine's nicest, most innocent scenes... and she shared it with Elijah.

And this scene too OMFG xD ♥

Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides yesterday! It was really funny, loud, lots of action, and I found it weird to see Captain Barbossa as a Privateer o.o I prefer him as a pirate heh. Anyway. Jack silly as usual in London was kinda queer, Angelica was funny when she was angry and kept spouting Spanish profanities (or at least that was what I thought of them), the romance between the prince and the mermaid was beautiful, The Black Pearl in a bottle was absolutely, ridiculously hilarious, and the ending was deja vu of At World's End with Gibbs and Captain Jack Sparrow talking about their next adventure.

But if you want more action, then At World's End is better. Especially the ending fight scene.

Oh boy I think they're gonna have a 5th one!! :D -spazzes- ♥

OH YES I REMEMBER THIS TANGLED! :D

Narnia!! After Voyage of the Dawn Treader should be The Silver Chair... and I think they're filming it now? But no more Pevensie children... but their cousin Eustace Scrubb and his friend. His name makes me wanna laugh (:

C.S.I. But Gil Grissom's no longer with them :/

I shan't say anything about Klaus now since I haven't watched the last two episodes... But from what I know he has freaking koped Stefan like how Singaporeans use tissue paper to kope seats D: Okay I'm spouting nonsense IGNORE ME.

TKAM! :DD

I WISH RIGHT OMG CAN MAKE ALL THE PRETTY BEAUTIFUL STORIES COME TO LIFE OMGGGGGG DDDDD:

Made up words galore! Like the Jabberwocky poem by Lewis Carroll, it's absolutely ridiculous wait lemme go dig it out.

Jabberwocky
'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe:
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.

"Beware the Jabberwock, my son!
The jaws that bite, the claws that scratch!
Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun
The frumious Bandersnatch!"

He took his vorpal sword in hand:
Long time the manxome foe he sought--
So rested he by the Tumtum tree,
And stood awhile in thought.

And, as in uffish thought he stood,
The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame,
Came whiffing throuh the tulgey wood,
And burbled as it came!

One, two! One, two! And through and through
The vorpal blade went snicker-snack!
He left it dead, and with its head
He went galumphing back.

"And hast thou slain the Jabberwock?
Come to arms, my beamish boy!
O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!"
He chortled in his joy.

'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe:
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.

Aw poor kitty D: Mean domo.

Even the teeny bear wants Starbucks!

Night World! :D ♥ -piao piao piao-

PTM in the morning, went for duty outside hall. It was quite okay lah, stand outside there and usher the parents in/carry loads of mineral water bottles from the GO to the hall (okay using Uncle Jack's trolley-cart thingy to push, more like) and well yeah basically talking. A lot. As in answering parents' typical questions like "where is sec __?" "how will I know if I'm next?" "where do I go?" et cetera.

Came home and slacked for like more than two hours. I plonked myself down onto the couch and started randoming around on my phone. From the App Store. To a HOP-Doodle Jump thingy. To starting on Night World Book 3: Spellbinder. Which I have just read finish and the storyline is super unexpected with twists here and there and thus is a good read and it made me laugh quite a bit. As in the LOL?! type of laugh.

Had maggi mee for lunch, then did Assignment 4 of Trigo but ended up falling asleep on it like thrice. But I finished it!! :D -hallelujah- My holiday schedule still going as planned -cough- Doing French tomorrow :D Tomorrow is a French Homework Day~~ ._.

And then Daddy came home and I (because at that point of time I still haven't finished reading) continued reading Spellbinder and then decided to hang up the cardinal because it was sitting on my bed doing absolutely nothing.

Tada!! :D With the help of Han Wei and his hopefully really strong twine (: When I think of the different number of knots I can tie.... I can only come up with one. Shoelace. And I suck even at that, please.

:DD

Buzz Lightyear! I realise the pictures posted today all very movie-ey. Just look below and you'll know.
This made me lmao. As in the pun! Oh god. I never saw it that way -.-

Understand all, except for Glee. Well yeah okay Glee sort of because I know it's the group of people who have loads of differences coming together and sing or something like please don't kill me if I've gotten it wrong because I don't. Watch. Glee. So this is a wild guess yes heh heh.

OMYFREAKINGHASHBROWN PLEASE TELL ME THEY ARE IN THE PROCESS OF FILMING IT NOW SHERLOCK HOLMES 2 OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

The Cheshire Cat! ♥ And the quote reminds me of a quote from the Alice In Wonderland movie, as in not the cartoon one.

"You know, you're right. I think you're absolutely mad. But you know what? All the best people are."

Aw it was so nice when Alice said it to the Mad Hatter he totally went :DDD in that crazy Johnny Depp manner.

PRALALALALA CHESHIRE CAT~~~ :DDD ♥ He's so cute, omg!! Those eyes!! -melts and frizzles-

I know you're giving me that oh-god-she's-spazzing-and-fangirling-and-highing-over-a-freaking-Cheshire-cat-look.

Supernatural! They're holding fire hydrants as weapons... which reminds me of that ridiculous scene in Being Human UK when George and Annie were going to save Mitchell and then George was freaking out because he didn't know what weapon to take so he grabbed a phone charger and a whisk =.= Like you know, the whisk you use to whisk eggs. Yeah, that whisk.

I'm hungry right now D:

THE VAMPIRE DIARIES :D ♥

Elena Gilbert Nina Dobrev Bonnie Bennett Kat Graham Caroline Forbes Candice Accola Jenna Sommers Sara Canning Tyler Lockwood Michael Trevino Stefan Salvatore Paul Wesley Damon Salvatore Ian Somerhalder Matt Donovan Zach Roerig Alaric Saltzman Matt Davis Jeremy Gilbert Steven R McQueen oh god I actually remember reel + real name O:

I didn't realise this was Harry Potter =.= When I first saw it, I was like, okay, so this is a guy sitting on the Starbucks logo and trying to hang on to the edge of the cup.

Which obviously made no sense whatsoever.

Then I saw the broomstick.

Hallelujah. Nirvana attained.

-waddle waddle waddle- walking in the sunshine!! (: