I've given up.
Yes, that's right. Because I suck. I know I suck more than that, and the word that should replace it begins with an f. I SUCK. I suck at everything. I suck at English, I suck at Math, I suck at Chinese, I suck at Physics, I suck at Biology, I suck at Chemistry, I suck at Geography, I suck at History, I suck at Dance, I suck at PE, I suck at French, I suck at Guzheng, I suck at Piano, everything.
Case Study #1: English
The compo Injustice. Patchwork 3. What other proof do I have? Huh? I practically failed, which is so not what I expected.
Case Study #2: Math
Simple Interest crap. Compound Interest crap. Hire Purchase crap. What the hell are those? I cant remember the formulae. Beautiful.
Case Study #3: Chinese
Please. What else do I have to say? B3 twice in a row? I can make the Nanyang record.
Case Study #4: Physics
I hate that. Its boring. And I dont get the conversion. Next.
Case Study #5: Biology
You know what, I've gone through my notes so many darn times, and I still don't get some stuff. Yes, I'm that stupid, I have the brain of a loris.
Case Study #6: Chemistry
I am so gonna fail it. For the 2nd quiz, I practically tikamed everything.
Case Study #7: Geography
There's a test on Land Resources on Thursday, and I can't remember a single thing about Land Resources. At all. Hold on. What are Land Resources?
Case Study #8: History
I forgot what are the 3Cs. And the definition of History. And everything.
Case Study #9: Dance
.... Words cant describe how chicken I look when I dance. Neither can drawings.
Case Study #10: PE
Puh-lease. 1/2 round around that stupid red band and I'm dead. No offense, if this offends anyone.
Case Study #11: French
Currently, I think I probably hate it. Because there's a test tomorrow, and I'm supposed to be mugging, but like I said: I have given up. Nothing goes the way I plan it to anymore. So why not just go there and fail that test? Won't make any difference anyway.
Case Study #12: Guzheng
I stopped at G3, and now I'm trying for G8. The last time I took the test, I was in P3. Brilliant. And did I mention I can't yao zhi properly? And do I look like I have the time to practice for the G8 tests?
Case Study #13: Piano
I've stopped, and Ive forgotten. All the examinations I took, I only received one Distinction, and that was G1, the superbly easiest. The rest, I got low-low Pass.
So you see, I might just as well give up now and lower my expectations to F9, so that when I get E8, I wont hang myself. Oh, how did I even enter NYGH, let alone 113 in the first place? I should have gone to some neighbourhood school where there's less competition.
If you've read everything I've complained about, you have no rights to think that I'm emo. But then, you do. But you can't complain that I'm emo because this is my blog and if I can't emo here, then where can I? Blogs are like journals, for you to write your feelings. And emo is a feeling. So if you call me an emo, do I look like a care?
PS. I'll fail my French tomorrow.
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